SURREALIST CODA

cartoon network televized the news today nickelodeon played a lady gaga video they rushed me to the hospital and the mirror looked so pretty, so pale in comparison my cousin’s friend brought me chao fan in takeout boxes while my parents argued about surgery costs for the first time I didn’t feel exhausted cause I was surrounded by love people that would cherish me, make me laugh, talk about the silliest things and none of it was embarassing a person I barely knew watched me for hours and years later supported a troubled candidate you can never judge a person’s heart cause of politics you can never fix a broken heart without acknowledgement you can never leave the sunken place without a little help the things we learn living in nueva bethlehem the idealism of youth, the silence of abuse the dance between the manic, and the pull of being used, by the demons in your mind, that continue to whisper, about all of the times that you could have been the real you, surrounded by nike shoes, mismatched socks, and a personality that feels so bish bash Bosch If I ever had a nickel for every time I smiled then I surely will never get out of this town “Is there anything special in the act of living? Yeah, especially in the things that get us close to dying.”