Kokichi Ouma's Diary

|| Heeyyy everyone! This will be a backup since I know Spacehey is blocked in some countries, so here you go!! || || Here is the link to all of the previous entries: https://propertyofkokichiouma.straw.page || 𝐀𝐮𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝟐𝟓𝐭𝐡, 𝟑:𝟑𝟒 𝐚𝐦 — That long haired emo freak pisses me OFF. I mean, honestly, having the audacity to go behind my back and betray me just to keep pretending like it never even happened. Not only that, but expecting me to be over it just 'cause it "was nothing personal". Yeah, nothing personal my ass. And guess what! He wasn't even ordered to do the whole torturing thing. he just did that for funsies! Blah blah blah, "no other way I'd comply" or whatever that idiot said. But so what? Taking orders from some fucking loser who can't control his own emotions and got all jealous I was talking to someone he's NOT EVEN DATING!!! "Ohhh, you don't understand, Kokichi—" when it comes to their business relationship. Well, guess what? I don't fucking CARE. I don't care about your so-called mutually beneficial business relations or whatever the hell you call it. He treats you like a damn hunting dog, and seriously, are the benefits he gives really something that worthwhile and important to you? Is it really only something he can get you? 'Cause... seriously what was soooo important that you had to betray me like that? I could have dealt with the whole betrayal thing a looot better without the... y'know, torture. That almost killed me multiple times. Whatever. But yeahhh! Again, "it was nothing personal", honestly it would piss me off a lot more if that was true. Because why did you backstab me then? Why did you fucking lie to my face? I mean, can you believe it? He actually thinks I trust all that garbage he spews out, or well, thought. I finally got him to say he hated me today, I finally got him to tell me the truth for once. I finally got him to say how he really felt about me, after all this time, after everything we've done together. It felt... ... It doesn't matter. I dooooon't care! I don't need to waste my time on garbage that wouldn't know loyalty if it bit him in the ass. I'm the Ultimate Supreme Leader, I do nooot have time for disloyal, worthless subordinates! I bow to nobody. · · ─────── ·𖥸· ─────── · · 𝐀𝐮𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝟐𝟔𝐭𝐡, 𝟐:𝟐𝟎 𝐩𝐦 — I met someone recently! Apparently, he’s a criminal psychologist or whatever. Pretty interesting, riiiight? Well, according to him, his address is super hard to find ‘cause there are, like, a million people who want him dead. And yet this guy is actually encouraging me to find it! Like, seriously? Does he have any idea how stupid that is? Just letting some random stranger track down where you live, when you’re all alone and vulnerable? For all he knows, I could be a serial killer or something! Though, maybe I am, and maybe I’m just waiting until the right moment to strike… who can say? Juuuust kidding! I mean, I already know he’s got a bit of a death wish thanks to his horrendously low self-esteem, but still! If he really wanted someone to find him, you’d think he wouldn’t make his address such a pain in the ass to track down in the first place. But heyyy, that’s nothing the Supreme Leader of Evil can’t handle! I’m not backing down now, not when someone’s gone and made the game this interesting. If he wants to see whether I can find him, then I’ll just have to prove him right! Besides, giving up would be sooo boring! What kind of leader would I be if I ran away from a game just because it got a little difficult? That’d be lame, especially because he said he’d keep playing with me. And, well… maybe there’s another reason I don’t really wanna give up, a teeny-tiny little reason. He was kinda right earlier when he said I wanted his attention. I mean, it’s not my fault his reactions are interesting! They are always unpredictable, and I know that probably makes him dangerous or something, but that’s exactly what makes it so exciting. I want to know what he’ll do next, and I wanna see just how far I can push him before he finally gives me a reaction I can predict, and exactly which buttons I can press. Alsooo, maybe I just want to see more of him, too. Just a little bit.